Thursday, January 7, 2010

Seriously, I SUCK. Has it been a YEAR?

OK, so as I sit here smelling my breakfast cooking I realize that it has been a whole year since I have blogged and much has happened since then. First I had a baby, which has totally thrown me off of my game. Actually now that I think about it, it was after my last entry well shortly there after that I started to feel like total crap. I wanted nothing but sleep and was on a major emotional roller coaster 99% of the time.

Random thought...today is a day for am omelet. They are my favorite breakfast.

Anyway now that my bundle as arrived I could not be happier. He is so pleasant all of the time, well unless he is hungry, bored or sleepy. Other than that he is cool. His diaper could be soaked and he just keeps rolling. My other two children have adjusted very well to our new addition. They love him so much and try their very best to make him smile and laugh.

There are not too many people in my circle who actually inspire me. There are many folks who I actually think what they do is great, but I do not see them and say "man I wish I could be more like them". There are many folks that I admire for many different traits that they posses, it does not mean that I want to possess those same traits. There is really only one person in my world that actually inspires me to live my life the way that I want. Now do not get me wrong. I have a ton of people in my life who love and encourage me. I have a loving family who support me come what may.

Life is a hodge podge of people whom we love, some encourage, some motivate, some inspire. Some do all of the above. One thing about me, is that I do not make resolutions. I have just seen too many people make them and break them within a two month time frame. However I can be inspired. My children are amazing and if they are my only mark left on this world, then the world better watch out.

Today I am inspired and I love it, I am also really hungry after eating half of my breakfast. My son is still sleeping and I know I should be sleeping as well, but again I feel inspired. So as I sit here listening to Sade radio on Pandora, I will write.